.Thursday, March 11, 2010 ' 3/11/2010 01:31:00 PM Y
haiz.
Okay. First thing. i din go sku todae.
Wasnt feeling well.
I guess i smoked too much?
I really regret alot of things tis year.
I damn stressed. Feeling damn down.
Everyday no mood. Thinking bout my life.
Thinking bout everything i have done.
All the embarrassment. All the wrong stuff i have done.
I keep saying i wanna change. But everyone knows i cant.
And i know i cant.
I cant seem to concentrate on my studies. Cant seem to concentrate on anything
All i can think of is how much i screwed up in being a person.
I've let so many people down.
Guys i know we have been good friends.
I know you care bout us.
I'm sorry.
If you don't think its good to hang out with me and him than we are fine with it.
Maybe its better not to hang out with ppl like us.
Go on. Live your life without me.
To all my other friends. Thanks for all the support and encouragement lately.
I really appreciate all of it.
Imma wanna be good boy.
Ytd night. Spammers scold me.
You can tell me i'm hum. You can scold me whatever.
I cant careless. Im sorry. Im gonna ignore you all from now on.
Shout out to ben: Dude. I know how you feel. But she is nice. Maybe breaking is better. Dont think so much. Dont be like me. Having awful scars to remind you of the pain. Just be friends and move on yeah? At least you werent that close. Lesser pain. Sorry i didnt go sku todae to talk to you. Dont feel too down yeah. You always have me. And our friends. Next year. Long pants. Do well go to a good class. I doubt i'll follow you to your class. But no matter what we will still be friends. Forever. To all my friends. I say the same to you. I may not be in this school anymore.
But we can still meet up if i dont stay. but for you sakes.. I'll study hard. Make it up to long pants.
All the fun we had this year and last year. Those memories are the ones i wanna keep.
Ben: You are my good friend. The asshole who always dares me to do stupid stuff. I enjoy it. (: We have been friends since the start of 2009. The times we went out and stuff were great. Sorry i nvr ever listen to your advice. I know sometimes we fight. But i've grown to accept you. Thanks for your support and stuff. (: We'll forever be friends.
Tittle: You are stupid ah beng that teach me all my hokkien vulgarities and other bad stuff. You are the asshole who dared me to steal. But it was all fun. And if i could change anything. I wouldnt. I rmb the first day of sku 2009 we sat next to each other at assembly. Talking to each other infront of the Dm. i got scolded but you din. -.- Sorry for all the times i have insulted you. It was fun for me but i hurt your feelings. I know you are hurt and insulted by all those. Just that you dont show it. You arent ugly k? Everyone is special in their own ways. We too will be friends forever. You made my life more fun^^
Andrew Wee: You are the fucker who always bully me in sku. Sometimes irritating. Everytime painful. I rmb all the times we spent at your house. In sku. Slacking together. Having loads of fun. Toking bout our friends. Toking bout our life. Toking bout everything we teens do. I really enjoyed those moments. You are the one who doesnt stop me from doing retarded stuff. But you actually do it with me. Rmb that day we stole the bus number? than all the other naughty stuff we did? It was hilarious. I couldnt stop laughing. Thanks alot. Friends forever(:
Zech: We met in primary 3. I rmb you were an asshole. Everyday bully me. Everyday threaten me. Everyday borrow money from me. LOL. but its okay. You are the idiot who made me paikia. But its okay i appreciate that. You are the one who brightens up my day with all your retarded jokes. Retarded actions. Always suaning each other. Fun. I rmb end of p6 we fought. So badly. I regret doing all that. Im sorry. This is like our 5th year knowing each other. And we still are great friends. You understand my pain. Because all the shit that happens to me. Usually happens to you too. Whenever i have a problem you will do your best to help. Thanks alot. I'll do the same for you. Every time we slack together. I know its pathetic just the 2 of us. But we share alot with each other. I enjoyed it. You my friend. We will always be friends forever.
My friends whom i appreciate. (:
To the others. I appreciate you all too.
Thanks for everything.
Bye.