.Wednesday, March 3, 2010 ' 3/03/2010 07:31:00 AM Y
MUHAHAHAHA I JUST WOKE UP WITH THE SUN SHINING INTO MY ROOM.
My mum overslept. Its 7.30am and i dont have to go to sku!
Anyway.. Last night she ended it.
I just cant help but feel that she nvr loved me at all.
I cant help but feel a sense of emptiness inside everytime i read her blog.
Maybe i should have gone to sku to forget all that?
Sighs. Actually being at home really does suck.
Parents are at home yeah? But sku.. Sometimes i would rather go thr.
If all my seniors were in my class. And i dont have to get back most of my results todae.
The pain in my heart for her was really excruciating.
I can't believed i loved her that much.
Time i hope. Can heal that wound in my heart.
Stop thinking bout her yeah?
Everyone has been telling me to move on.
Its hard but i'll try.
I guess all this was for the better?
Just maybe all of it was just fate?
But i dunno why all this had to happen last week.
It was like she kicked me when i was down.
I was stressed out enough by my sku and parents.
And she had to break my heart.
I really broke down on saturday.
Thankyou to Alloy for cheering me up that morning.
I really needed it.
Thank you to Alvin and all my other friends who cheered me up. Especially, Vivian, Sherrill, Sheemay,Jolyn,Jacqueline and my dearest mei Evangeline. Last long yeah?
You guys are the best. Thanks alot!
I love my seniors too. Hehe.
Girl, I want you to know that i forgive you. But for the time being.. I cant talk to you. I really gotta try to forget this relationship we once had. I know its easy for you. You had many. I had lesser. I hope we can still be friends. But not now.
My broken heart needs time to mend.
Haiz. Goodbye all. I think i go back sleep.
OH WAIT I WANNA WISH JOLYN A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU PAIKIA GIRL.
Btw i so agree with Aikiko's Pm. Hongsters nvr do get hurt do they...
