.Sunday, January 24, 2010 ' 1/24/2010 05:53:00 PM Y
Hey all todae is seriously fucked up.. First go church in the morning than go cat class.^^ quite fun. Den after that go for tuition. Wasnt that boring. Quite nice. After that go heartland mall wif zech.. Eat.. den do some stuf den go home.. Zz Go home.. My dad come scold me. Say cos i nvr tell him where i go. So small mistake. He see my ear wif the stud. He kpkb.. Scold me like hell. After that scold bout studies blah blah blah.. WTF SERIOUSLY?! HE SAY I NVR STUDY. HE NOT EVEN HOME HOW THE FCK DOES HE KNOW THAT. Say i whole day on the comp. Fck. I got study. I do my hwk on the comp. I hardly go out. Fuck!!. After that. He see me nvr wear specs.. He scold like some fck liddat. Than wtf take all my money from my wallet. Say next time he see me no specs he take my allowance. WTF. Seriously. than scold scold like some fck. bloody shit.
Cant believe he took my allowance. Whats worst tmr need pay for the concert tickets.
Thinking of running away forever..
Anyone willing to let me in??
Maybe i will jus kill myself.
Tell u one convo i had wif my dad when he was scolding me.
Dad: You better study hard and do well. Your brothers all dont have this kind of problem. If you not happy wif the rules in this house u can jus get out the house. I haf 3 other sons to provide for me. Missing one i dont care.
Me: orh..
Me thinking: WTF WHAT KIND OF FATHER IS THIS MAN?!
I really wanna get out of this life and leave this place for good. thing is .. i got nowhere to go.. No one to turn to.
Sigh..